DENY

CAN YOU BE IN A STATE OF DENIAL WITHOUT EVEN REALISING IT?

Sigh. A friend once asked me how I am feeling. Am I disturbed as in confused/upset/angry/little of everything? Instinctively I replied “I don’t know what I’m feeling” I was just being honest not trying to hide my emotions, just couldn’t describe my feelings and was at total lost. I’m not refusing to acknowledge an unacceptable truth or emotion.

It’s been quite sometime, now it occurs to me that am I or maybe a part of me is still denying what had happen?

TILL THEN
&!@^
~in need of answers~