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2012 Wishlist

2012-01-01T01:24:00.000-08:00

WISHLIST for 2012

1. R6
2. Tissot T-Touch

Can't think of the 3rd wish. Already looking forward to next year!

It's Been a While

2010-12-05T18:44:00.000-08:00

It’s been a while since I’ve updated this blog. It’s been about a year since I’ve got my baby. It’s been about half a year since I’ve started working. Less than a month to Xmas, then another month to CNY! Now I’ve rearranged my priority. Get a house, get a car then R1! But working teaches me that I should be realistic, perhaps R6 is what suits me best.

Lately been hooked up to Ceelo - Forget You and Bruno Mars - Grenade, it just give me that satisfaction jusy by listening to it.

Black, black, black and blue, beat me 'til I'm numb
Tell the devil I said, hey, when you get back to where you're from
Mad women, bad women, that's just what you are, yeah

Grenade – Bruno Mars

&!@^

~LIFELESS YEAR AHEAD~

R1

2010-05-04T12:09:00.000-07:00

It’s 3am and I’m awake dreaming of R1. A 998cc monster with liquid-cooled, 16-valve (titanium valves), DOHC, and in-line four-cylinder engine with "crossplane" style crankshaft. TOP SPEED 300 km/h, not for the faint hearted.

Hmmm, 5 years from today, May 5th, 2015 I’ll be cruising on my precious. Take my word for it.

This is my new wallpaper.

A video to thrill and a video for assurance.

&!@^

~BELIEVE~

FRUSTRATION

2010-01-25T01:35:00.000-08:00

“Liverpool out, Manchester United out, Arsenal going” says commentator as the score Stoke 3 Arsenal 1. Sigh. Is this another trophy-less season? Out of Carling cup, now the FA cup, the hope only lies on Premier League and Champions League.

Firstly, losing to Stoke when this would be the best season to win the FA cup when there is only Chelsea as main threat?! FUCK IT (excuse the language). Yes, I would have understand that Wenger wants to rest his players, but WHY didn’t he rest Fabregas and played Ramsey? Such strange decisions could only be rationalized by the Frenchman’s STUBBORNESS. I wouldn’t blame the results on injuries, as Arsenal had the chance to expand their small depleted squad since 24 days ago.

Spend the POUNDS monsieur! Wenger’s SHREWDNESS would be one of the reasons if Arsenal were to downfall. Cech, Torres, Robinho and many more to name had been linked then went under his watch. If he had splashed the cash, those players would have been a proud GUNNER! Villa, Huntelaar, and Hulk! Come on Wenger, we want an established player that would have walked straight into the team! Not those players that would need settling time because it is easy to say that you have not much time left!

Talks of PEP GUARDIOLA leaving Nou Camp certainly excites me more when he is link to Arsenal! He would have been a perfect replacement for Wenger. I rate him personally as the best coach and manager in the world at the moment. Pep has been seen as cut of same clothes and would be more than CAPABLE to carry on the Arsenal Game Plan. At 39, Guardiola is the YOUNGEST coach to win the Champions League, domestic league and four other major trophies - and all in his FIRST year. Under Guardiola, Barcelona played football that make Arsenal look like Burnley.

Back to the criticism, Eduardo made the first place in my TOP-3-ARSENAL-PLAYER-HATE-LIST. In second place would be Eboue and not far behind Walcott. Hope you get out of the list soon else you will soon see the door just like Assdebooyor.

Remember the last FA cup final win over Manchester United which we heavily deserved to lose? Nobody remembers the better team; all that matter is whose name is on the cup on that day. We do not want another almost-win team. We want a WINNING team! We are sick of waiting, I am sick of waiting.

An away game at Aston Villa, home game for Manchester United, a visit to Chelsea, back to Emirates for Liverpool. What a crunch all in the next two weeks! We need Fabregas to be fit and at his best if Arsenal would have any chance in succeeding in all these games. Four seasons without trophy is bad enough so please no more heartbreak for all the GOONERS out there. It is really frustrating to be an Arsenal Fan right now. Come rain or shine I will still be an Arsenal supporter through and through.

FA Cup Champions 2004/05

When no-one else can understand me
When everything I do is wrong
You give me hope and consolation
You give me strength to carry on

I'll guess I'll never know the reason why
You love me like you do
That's the wonder
The wonder of you

Adopted Arsenal Song - The Wonder of You – Elvis Presley

&!@^

~keeping fingers crossed~

The Wish

2009-12-13T13:31:00.000-08:00

A long wait ahead. After all, I think it is worth waiting!

Specifications:

Engine 249 cc, 11.6:1 CR, liquid cooled, DOHC, parallel twin with twin Keihin CVK30
Top speed +/- 110 mph (177 km/h)
Power +/- 25 hp (19 kW)
Torque 21.7 N·m (16.0 lb·ft) @ 10,000 rpm
Transmission 6-speed
Suspension Front: 37mm Hydraulic Telescopic Fork
Rear: Link Uni-Trak with 5-way Adjustable Preload
Brakes Front: Single 260mm Hydraulic Disc with Two-Piston Caliper
Rear: Single 220mm Petal Disc with Two-Piston Caliper
Tires Front: 110/70-17
Rear: 130/70-17
Rake, Trail 26°, 3.3 in
Seat height 30.7 in.
Weight 333 lb (151 kg)
Fuel capacity 4.8 US gallons (18 l)

SIGH

2009-08-27T05:27:00.000-07:00

What is this I am feeling? Sigh. Concentrate. Damn, I hate this feeling. Please go away.

Till Then

&!@^

~back to papers and stationary~

I'M YOURS

2009-08-08T14:15:00.000-07:00

AWESOME!!! Check it out!!!

5,6,7,8 TOPAZ!

2009-08-02T03:08:00.000-07:00

Congrats to the MHS Cheerleading Winning Team! Adrian and Kellin, am so proud of you!

WHEN I SIT ALONE IN THE DARK

2009-07-24T03:04:00.000-07:00

There are times when I sit alone in the dark

And I don’t know what to do, don’t know what to say

There are times when I think of you

And suddenly, all memories seemed so far away

Those times we shared

of love, of joy, and lots of silly smiles

It now seemed a distance in my consciousness

I could only see those memories in pictures

I wonder, and I still do

What were we doing all these while?

Was it some kind of cruel joke fate brought upon me

Did I deserved to be treated so cruelly

There are times when I still sit alone in the dark

And I still wonder

But at least those wonderful times are clearer in my mind now

Because it shows that I am ready to move on somehow

JuneTSF; July 24th, 2009

**written on request

HEADACHE

2009-07-09T00:24:00.000-07:00

My head feels heavy and my eyes are pain. This isn’t a symptom for H1N1 isn’t it? Damn it! Go Away! Shouldn’t have nap after work. Sigh. It’s been 1 month since I updated my blog. Gonna write something soon. But first, I need my rest.

Till Recover

&!@^

~off to bed~

QUESTIONS

2009-06-05T01:44:00.000-07:00

A day full of questions! And a pretty meaningful and eventful day too!

BAMMM

2009-06-04T01:21:00.000-07:00

27 May 2009, 6 months of total care of my BELOVED N85, FINALLY it went for a bungee jumping ride! IMAGINE this, while it was in the air, I told myself – gone case; didn’t have the heart to see it fall, all I heard was the sound of it drop dead on the floor. DAMN!!! I almost had tears down my cheeks, was totally STUNNED, and to make matter worse someone made me pissed. IF no one else was there, then he better is prepared to face the worst shot he will ever receive.

Historical Pathway

The second time happened yesterday. It rolled down the staircase. Bad things happen in threes. Hopefully NOT!

The Stairway

&!@^

~heartbreak~

SWEET16

2009-05-28T23:46:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday, Adrian! It was so kind of you waiting to cut the cake together with me today instead of yesterday. Hope you will have a wonderful year ahead. Enjoy this special day of yours and remember to live your younger days to the max! Have a blast! May your dream come true soon enough.

The Cake

Funny Murder

B-Boy

Red Cream

ALAN

2009-05-24T22:40:00.000-07:00

The boy's name ALAN \a-lan\ is pronounced AL-an. It is of Old German origin, and its meaning is "precious". Also possibly derived from the Gaelic "ailin" meaning "little rock".

Alun is a Welsh form; Alain (al-LAYN) is French; Alano is Spanish.

Appraise by: Alan is from English, Celtic and Gaelic origin meaning is little rock, comely, handsome, fair, cheerful, harmony or noble.

FROM URBAN DICITIONARY

ALAN-cool, charming, suave, awesome with the women, a real tough guy.

Eg-I just played some baseball, and really had an Alan time out there, and was just being a winner.
Eg-When you go into the club, just Alan it. Be like him. Be cool, act cool, be cool.

Synonyms: tough guy, smart, brilliant, charming, awesome, cool, badass, the king, high and mighty, the chaffeur, the connoisseur, the pimp

Antonyms: anti-cool, loner, misogynistic, pervert, wimp

Related words: tough, cool, wise, charming, the bruiser, the enforcer

SATURDAY NIGHT OUT

2009-05-12T00:49:00.000-07:00

Saturday, May 9^th, 2009

It was a long journey back from KL that afternoon. Rested the whole evening and I decided to go on a FOOD HUNT that Saturday night. As usual Jonker Walk was pack with people who don’t know how to stay at home on a Saturday night. The bars there were full but I needed a place to sit, drink and talk. A particular person wanted to head out to a birthday celebration at ARENA which is a club mix of LIVE BAND and DJ which she said it would just take a MATTER OF MINUTES. Everywhere you turn you can spot Ah Bengs and Ah Lians. Fortunately, I knew someone from that group so we had a couple of drink and started chit chatting while busy looking at free shows. A couple MAKING OUT rite behind me and a girl got so DRUNK don’t even know what she is doing.

The Club

OK let me give you a valuable lesson. Never go clubbing with your GF or BF! Seriously! Let me tell you why because you will end up ARGUING. There’s this couple I was hanging out with, without noticing the guy will just DISSAPEAR in action and the next thing u know he brought back two girls to the table then there she goes giving him the SILENT TREATMENT. What a funny situation to be looking at? And it didn’t just end at there, the process REPEAT itself for a couple of times. LMAO!

The girls were busy PERSUADING me to dance but you expect me just to hit the dance floor after long lay off with me forgetting my moves? Then the band started playing “It’s My Life” my all time favorite by Bonjovi. So I said just a song but somehow that brought out the WILD TIGER in me! The next thing I know I just couldn’t stop dancing. Wahahhahahaha. And OMG they also sang Cantonese songs besides old hits like “Gimme Hope Joanna” but guess what? All present were participating?! Couldn’t BELIEVE what I hear nor see! Then it was time for some scratching work by the DJ. Most SIGNIFICANT song in the playlist - “In The End” by Linkin Park so I DEDICATED the song to someone and practically rap it from the beginning till end.

The Groove

The clock almost ticking to 2am, what suppose to be a short wish turned into a couple of hours of GROOVING, so it was time leave. Had a lil stroll at the jetty, went for early morn supper then off back home. On the way back, got caught in a ROAD BLOCK twice! Such a lucky escape.

Arena Jetty View

I kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be
A memory of a time when
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter

In The End – Linkin Park

TILL FREE

&!@^

~not a clubber~

LIFE LESSONS

2009-05-05T02:51:00.000-07:00

An Indian dad is teaching lessons of life to his kid.

DAD: Son, life is like an Indian’s left testicle.

SON: Huh? Why is it, dad? (With the blur look on his face)

DAD: Because life is always not RIGHT and not FAIR!

OBSESSION

2009-05-03T04:46:00.000-07:00

It was barely just a month ago, a Nike shoe had been added to my long list of shoe collection. The pair that I have been targeting for a few weeks before. At last, I had my very own Nike Shox-SPARQ. YES!!!

Pause right there. A few days ago, Robe di Kappa!!! lol

I need to stop with my shoe obsessions!!! Someone please stop me!!! Help!!!

STILL STANDING

2009-04-28T03:53:00.000-07:00

ALN?!

It’s been like almost 6 years since I stepped foot at the arcade in MP. To my surprise, my Time Crisis II record still in the top 5 list! I’ve been knocked off 2nd place to 4th place but not a bad record, right? If you don’t believe you are welcome to check it out yourselves!

PORK + COKE

2009-04-22T15:24:00.000-07:00

Hope this will cheer up your day! Superb Prank!

RELIEVED

2009-04-15T14:25:00.000-07:00

DARN! With a click of the fingers, a year just flew by just like that. Had done my presentation just like 2 hours ago. Really don’t know what should I write here because my head had been planning what should I do next. Haha. Should I say relieved? Nope, because I wasn’t really satisfied with the way our presentation goes. But life is like that, it doesn’t always go as plan. Sigh. Next obstacle, FINALS!

Just wanna congrats to my team members, without them this project wouldn’t be a success!

The Team

Thumbs Up

SOBER NO MORE

2009-03-31T08:05:00.000-07:00

The message is clear; time can change both DREAM and DREAMERS. What was once a cultural cliché; now seem like an ordinary quote. I’ve stopped asking why. I’m no longer stranded and now reach on the bright end of the tunnel with only HAPPY TEARS. As hard as it is at least it is in the open. I don’t have to hide behind the mask. I think it is safe to say I am a new me.

My heart was crushed, my world crashed. That few weeks were Pure H-E-doubleL for me. Healing doesn’t come easy and god only knows what it is like. But I am what I am now. This is who I have become. And in some ways I am REEVALUATING my priorities in my lives.

Miss Alicia, you have taught me a valuable lesson, sometimes LOVE and FEELINGS alone ain’t enough to make a relationship succeed. I got news for you; I am strong, much stronger than you or your friends think, and I know more than what you think I know. (REMOVED). It’s UNFAIR for both of us at that time if I continue my pursuit of happiness with you and I know that if it fails miserably, it is KAMIKAZE and I’m gonna be in worse shape ever than before. On the contrary, I’m so glad I pulled out much earlier. Fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me. Let us ignore it no more; sooner or later every heart needs a company and when that happens I’ll be HAPPY when you found the RIGHT one just that I hope you’ll think of me once in a while.

I couldn’t care less how long had it ended. 3months? 4months? No more will I WEEP, no more will I MOURN, no more will I SCREAM, no more will I feel SORROW, no more will I GRIEF. What I’m trying to say is that, why bother what happened yesterday, it’s no longer my style, because now I’m living by the minute!

"IF YOU LOVE SOMEBODY, LET THEM GO, FOR IF THEY RETURN, THEY WERE ALWAYS YOURS. AND IF THEY DON'T, THEY NEVER WERE."

But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
Now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining'
But it's over now
Go on and take a bow

Take A Bow-Rihanna

TILL THEN

&!@^

~love survivor~

JE’S DAY OUT 16/3

2009-03-23T21:33:00.000-07:00

Man Of The Day

Superstar, hope you had an awesome time and enjoyed yourself with us on your birthday! What was discussed in San Francisco stays in San Francisco, rite? Hope for the best and touch wood ya.

Jayee-Im so trying to understand this, why in the world would you come out with that briefs with zip idea?

Lewin-You just had to push the joke further suggesting the zip should be put at the back?!

HEY, GROW UP LA!!! Wahkakakkaa. But seriously, it was a good hell of a laugh!

Last but not least, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BRO!!! Hope you’ll found what you ain’t got yet!

LEO MAN

2009-03-15T18:51:00.000-07:00

It couldn’t be less accurate than this!!!

He likes to comb his hair backward, open his forehead showing a dignify facial expression. His eyes sparkle, but slightly showing laziness. He walks firmly and slowly like a lion, confident and ego proud. Outside, you may think he is kind and gentle person, but inside he is a strong and secure person. If he is frightened, he will re-act and respond right away. His words always seem normal but mostly imply 'order and demanding'. He will not talk fast, or can not talk fast, neither walk fast. In a crowd or at work he will act normally, but not for long you will see him standing out of the crowd and be a center of attention with his words, or his action.

You might think he is a shy guy, but deep down inside he wants to power over his family and his friends. He just waits for that right moment. Do not take what is his, and do not order him, or else you will see a fierce lion. He respects elderly and senior, but will never bow down and accept like a looser for he will rather die than loose his dignity.

He talks bluntly even on an occasion that he should not say such thing. He is a compassionate guy and always looks at other people on a bright side. He likes people to listen to him. Even he has such a blunt and bold personality; he could easily reach his goal without making any enemy.

Once disagree with him on something, he can be very up set like a rainy storm on a summer day. It will only last a short time, and then he will be back a cheery merry person again. He is a bright and witty guy, and he will not put any efforts on something that he thinks it will not work and waste his energy. He is a good planner and can well manage his job assigned. When he gives order, he expects them to be carried out exactly. He is the leader type that the followers love.

He can give other people advice and solve problems for other people well, except his own mess. He can be easily hurt by other people especially if you do not trust or respect his ability. You could compliment him sometimes and make this lion be your kitty with no difficulty. He is not a good judge for he listens to many people and tend to belief all sides.

You can hardly see a Leo man with no woman by his side. If you see him alone, he could already have a love one in his heart, or just broken up with one. Because he is very proud, he can change many girlfriends. He will do many things for the woman he loves, but loosing his face is not one of them. Leo man cannot live without love, because for him Love is a ray of Light.

He likes people to rely on him, it make him feels 'in power'. He may complaint if he is asked for favor, but deep inside he is happy that you asked him. If you offer to help him, he will refuse you right away.

When he is broke, he can find money still. He is not careful with his way of spending for he has fun with spending money and happy to buy what he likes. He lets other people borrow money from him easily even if he has no money, he will run to his friend to borrow money for you. He likes first class, first quality of everything.

He can work hard like a mad dog, and sometimes can be lazy like a lazy sleepy cat. When he works, he is very serious. When he parties, he can be a party animal. If he asks you out, you will sure have a fun and jolly time.

He will take chance with his love life, so if you know how to handle him, you will win. If he is your love one, it won't be a romance novel. You have to be ready to calm him down when he over reacts to small matters because your cool stability will control and ease his mood. If you can not handle or understand him, your relationship will be like a demolition zone, a on and off relationship till all your friends tired to hear about your breaking up and making up.

Beauty is always in the eyes of the lion. You have to be dignify to walk with the lion king. Your looks are part of his image and ego and he is very proud about it too. If you want his attention the first time you meet, you better be astounding attractive. If you have a first conversation with him, you have to show him how much you adore his thinking. He likes to talk and not knowing that he likes to talk about himself.

EDMUND'S BIRTHDAY

2009-03-13T18:18:00.000-07:00

BRO, Happy 23’rd Birthday!!! Here are some pictures from that night.

Birthday Boy and Me

CAD/CAM Girls

CAD/CAM Guys

3 Sisters of The Night

Before (Do At Yout Own Risk)

After

Group Pic

PS-23 years of living, please don’t do crazy disgusting stuff. LOL!

HIGHWAY

2009-03-09T06:06:00.000-07:00

Raining was pouring all the way from Malacca to KL, got super bored so I took my beloved N85 captured few random shots and went lightning hunt in the car. Here are some random pictures, the last is the my FAVOURITE!

Flora

Water Drops

Lightning

"HERO" TO ZERO

2009-02-27T03:19:00.000-08:00

February the NINETEENTH. It all started like any routine Thursday. Bla Bla Bla, fast-forward, until someone was too rushing to go to the toilet and parked illegally on the shoulder of the road resulting the car got clamped. Unlucky day for him but SERVE YOU RIGHT! LOL. As any friend would do, I fetched him to the Campus Security Office to pay the fine then off to Sports Centre for our KO-K session. After 4 straight weeks of no handball practice, I was all fired up on that day.

We started by doing some warming up and also some pace training with the Assistant Coach. As soon as the Head Coach came, he divided us into 3 groups for a few round of games. In the earlier games, I missed a few sitters and hit the post once. The right side of the wing wasn’t working as expected so others decided I moved my position to the right. The game play changes and I manage to score a goal! Soon defense turns to attack and I received the ball, managed to cut in and evade an opponent, leaped and fired a shot on goal! BANG! The ball hits the woodwork! The next thing I know I was rolling on the ground, all visions black out. Straight away I knew it was an occurrence of old injuries, my right ankle started to swell and the pain was UNBEARABLE!

Goose Egg?

Right after training ended, my coursemates decided its best to go for an x-ray. Lewin drove me along with Jayee and Kok Heng to Emergency and Trauma Unit, University Hospital. Got a wheel chair for me, got through the registration process and then we got scolded from the receptionist for a reason. HAHA! Later on, Keng Hong and Eng Kian joined the party, and started GOSSIPING while one of us had to start “reporting”! Sorry ya but I couldn’t help of not writing!

Keng Hong, Eng Kian, Lewin, Kok Heng, Jayee

After long hours of waiting, it was my turn to meet the doctor accompanied by Lewin and Jayee. I was lucky to meet Dr. Farid who is a good and funny doctor. He told me not to be a kid when he examined my leg and I got laughed at, worse was when he told me that it could take 2-3 weeks of recovery as I expected more of a 2-3 days. On a safe side, he sent me for an x-ray. As soon as my uncle arrived, he pressured me to persuade my friends to call it a day, and at last I give up to that pressure was feeling so bad that I couldn’t join them for dinner as they had waited long past their dinner time for me. He even made a big fuss informing my parents. Results came back and it confirmed my worse fear, it is a 6-8 weeks RECOVERY PERIOD and there is calcium in my tendon together with old injuries. Now, it is 3 injuries each so it is kinda balanced rite?

After precious 5 hours in UH which cost me RM50, my uncle took me back to Cheras and got me Ayam Goreng McD which it was for my breakfast, lunch and dinner as I had not taken anything that day. Couldn’t sleep well and the next day I had to use clutches. Thanx for all the text and calls wishing fast recovery! Thanx to those who was there at UH and also my uncle for the care and food! Extra special thanx to Jayee who helped me lots fetching me to and from classes besides accompanying me to the clinic! Also all kind of rumours starts to pop out like I’ve done a 360 flip for the shot? HAHA!

Day After Bruises

Well, I am back in Malacca on Tuesday to rest, but I have to endure nagging after nagging from my mother and grandmother! But it is good to have someone to take care of you with constant leg massages. My walking rehabilitation process starts today yet I still can’t put any pressure on my right leg. SIGH.

&!@^
~speedy recovery~

A GAME OF CHESS

2009-02-12T21:21:00.000-08:00

Dad’s 5 philosophies of chess :

1. Both side starts equally; it is us who decide our fate with every crucial move so don’t just think of the next move, but always think deep and far

2. Exchanges is necessary and can be lost but sacrifices is always needed to achieve the greater good

3. It is not capturing the most pieces who win in the end but first to get the highest hierarchy

4. One lost pawn makes a big difference in defence

5. We wouldn’t know what the opponent thinks but we can always predict and dictate his/her movements

“Chess is like life”
Boris Spassky

“You have to have the fighting spirit. You have to force moves and take chances”
Bobby Fischer

“Life is a kind of Chess, with struggle, competition, good and ill events”
Benjamin Franklin

LETTIN GO

2009-02-08T16:09:00.000-08:00

To let go does not mean to stop caring,
it means I can't do it for someone else.
To let go is not to cut myself off,
it's the realization I can't control another.
To let go is not to enable,
but allow learning from natural consequences.
To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means
the outcome is not in my hands.
To let go is not to try to change or blame another,
it's to make the most of myself.
To let go is not to care for,
but to care about.
To let go is not to fix,
but to be supportive.
To let go is not to judge,
but to allow another to be a human being.
To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes,
but to allow others to affect their destinies.
To let go is not to be protective,
it's to permit another to face reality.
To let go is not to deny,
but to accept.
To let go is not to nag, scold or argue,
but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.
To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires,
but to take each day as it comes and cherish myself in it.
To let go is not to criticize or regulate anybody,
but to try to become what I dream I can be.
To let go is not to regret the past,
but to grow and live for the future.

There come times, in the context of love and romance, when we must learn to let go. Maybe the relationship was not meant to be? By letting go, I am not implying "to forget" or "to ignore." However, I need to let go in the sense of releasing emotional baggage I may be carrying around with me, so that I may be open to, and present for, a new relationship. Too many of us are trying to keep a tight grip on things that are out of our control. This is like trying to grip the water flowing in a river. Put your hands into the river. If you try to get the water by grabbing it and clenching your fists, it goes right out of your hands. If you relax and open, gently cupping your hands, the water flows into your palms. By relaxing, opening, and trusting, we can hold onto more of what is precious to us. By letting go, we actually allow more of the mystery of life to come in for us.

I am letting go. Letting go isn’t gonna end my world. Letting go isn’t gonna make my heart stops. There is always rainbow after the rain. If you are strong enough to make it through the storm, then now it is time for me to sit back and enjoy the rainbow. I ain’t going to look back AGAIN! There is a reason why there is something that is called PRESENT and FUTURE.

Isn't that what we wanted all along
Freedom like a stone
Maybe we were wrong
But I can say goodbye
Now that the passion's died
Still it comes so slow
The letting go

The Letting Go - Melissa Etheridge

TILL NEXT

&!@^

~Let Bygones Be Bygones~