Tuesday, March 31, 2009

SOBER NO MORE

The message is clear; time can change both DREAM and DREAMERS. What was once a cultural cliché; now seem like an ordinary quote. I’ve stopped asking why. I’m no longer stranded and now reach on the bright end of the tunnel with only HAPPY TEARS. As hard as it is at least it is in the open. I don’t have to hide behind the mask. I think it is safe to say I am a new me.



My heart was crushed, my world crashed. That few weeks were Pure H-E-doubleL for me. Healing doesn’t come easy and god only knows what it is like. But I am what I am now. This is who I have become. And in some ways I am REEVALUATING my priorities in my lives.



Miss Alicia, you have taught me a valuable lesson, sometimes LOVE and FEELINGS alone ain’t enough to make a relationship succeed. I got news for you; I am strong, much stronger than you or your friends think, and I know more than what you think I know. (REMOVED). It’s UNFAIR for both of us at that time if I continue my pursuit of happiness with you and I know that if it fails miserably, it is KAMIKAZE and I’m gonna be in worse shape ever than before. On the contrary, I’m so glad I pulled out much earlier. Fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me. Let us ignore it no more; sooner or later every heart needs a company and when that happens I’ll be HAPPY when you found the RIGHT one just that I hope you’ll think of me once in a while.



I couldn’t care less how long had it ended. 3months? 4months? No more will I WEEP, no more will I MOURN, no more will I SCREAM, no more will I feel SORROW, no more will I GRIEF. What I’m trying to say is that, why bother what happened yesterday, it’s no longer my style, because now I’m living by the minute!


"IF YOU LOVE SOMEBODY, LET THEM GO, FOR IF THEY RETURN, THEY WERE ALWAYS YOURS. AND IF THEY DON'T, THEY NEVER WERE."


But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
Now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining'
But it's over now
Go on and take a bow


Take A Bow-Rihanna



TILL THEN

&!@^

~love survivor~

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