THE MEET

FINALLY, I did have the courage to call and ask her out. It was schedule at 3pm 14 January 2009, venue Midvalley, spot undecided. Just after meeting my supervisor, I rushed so that I’m not late for my most IMPORTANT day so far. It was already 3pm when I reached so I decided to meet her at STARBUCKS, The Gardens. Till now I couldn’t forget the way she dressed, with her top class in fashion which is obvious I don’t know anything about! And we did exchange the FIRST smile after so long of not meeting each other. She got herself an Ice Blended Espresso; myself an Ice Blended Java Chip.

It just felt so good just to meet her. I could go days just sitting down looking at her. After a few weeks of no contacts there lots to talk about. We just talked and talked, there’s MORE talk, AND MORE bla bla bla. MORE AND MORE bla bla bla. LOL! Talking seems natural between us. Enjoying each other company seems heaven. We exchange loads of laughter, told each other what we’ve been missing on each other lives. Things didn’t turn out the way I’ve expected. It was like the totally OPPOSITE. I couldn’t ask more than this!

In between, being her usual self, she has been complaining of stomachache! LOL! Many answers I’ve been long looking for had been answered. Then the unexpected happened, I SAID “I MISS YOU, I’VE BEEN MISSING YOU” right into her eyes. She greeted it with a smile but that is all I need. I just need an acknowledgement of some kind. The atmosphere was great, the songs were good, we manage spent sitting on that couch talking for more than 3 hours.

I told her I needed to do some Chinese New Year shopping so we decided to have a walk. I tried on a Hush Puppies three quarter pants she told me that the pants will be a hard match for shirts, so I KIV it. With all her knowledge of fashion, she tried to find me a long sleeve but to no avail as there is not a nice shirt available at the shop! HAHA! Went to NIKE to get my sandals but the size left was just UK12. So I guess there’s nothing I can get from there on that day.

Soon, her stomach come calling. Hence we decided to head back to The Garden for Sushi Zanmai. We ordered our usuals, and we did continue talking where we left of. Unfortunately, with the place and the love songs on air, it’s hard to concentrate talking to her when all the old memories came flushing back. Many thoughts are coming through my mind. After dinner, she had to rush back as she had other plans with her coursemates, and we ended our day with a HUG. A hug which I wish I could hold on FOREVER. A hug which I am CRAVING for more. A hug which I which was so MEANINGFUL to me that on that moment I strikes to me that I’ve made a SUPER HUGE mistake of waiting 24 days passing by without telling how I feel. Therefore, I’m not gonna make a mistake of even waiting for another day. I’m gonna wait till she gets back, and I’m gonna tell her I need her despite what had happened. All I can do now is hope for the best and keep my fingers crossed!

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Fall For You-Secondhand Serenade

&!@^

XOXOXO

~don’t write me off jus yet~