OMG

Yes, you read it rite. OH-MY-GOD! I couldn’t believe this day had come when I’m blogging my first ever post! Alan, are you SERIOUS? Been see-ing my roomie doing this all semester long, my elder bro posting his masterpiece on his blog, receiving tons of e-mail saying “he/she had updated his/her blog”. All this while I’ve been thinking isn’t blogging such a waste of time?

NEVERTHELESS prior to reading my friend’s blog, really changed my mind and perception. I began to wonder whether this is the best way of expressing me. So WTH with nothing to lose I’m just gonna try it. DISTRAUGHT? SAD? HAPPY? FRUSTRATED? EMO? No matter what emotion I’m feeling I’m just gonna put it in words, and hopefully one day I’ll read back n will have a good laugh!

WHAT DOESN’T KILL YOU, ONLY JUST MAKES YOU STRONGER

BORROWED this quote from a friend of mine (if you’re reading this, please pleeeeeeeeease do not charge me! HAHA!) A simple motto yet it proves very meaningful and helpful all the way through my low. It lifted me just high enough to stand again. WAIT, did I say borrowed? I may keep it and not return it!!!lol…

ADRIAN, you really fill my life with cheer and laughter. I miss you very very much whenever I’m in KL. You can always be my ULTIMATE DISTRACTION! haha! BTW, practice harder in your Winning11 because I’m getting bored winning you all the time! LOL

Not forgetting my cousins, THANK YOU for the Singapore trip! What happened there really did open my eyes! THANK YOU!

Last but not least, to all my friends who had helped me through this glitch in my life, a million hugs n thanks for all the consoling and advice, the patients and cares you’ve shown, not to forget the shoulder for me to cry on, the ear for me to rant to. It will never go unnoticed. APRECIATE it very very much! In case you’re wondering - I AM FEELING VULNERABLE BUT AM STAYING TOUGH!!!

Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
'Cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
Another one ending once again

Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
'Cause I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

When It All Falls Apart-The Veronicas

TILL THEN

XOXO

&!@^

~a new year,a new me~